new beginning

so many things happened within this few months. where should i start?

with regards to the last entry, things have gotten very much better. first up, my gramps was misdiagnosed for liver cancer. thankfully, it was just abscess. well his liver did ruptured and his liver juices spread all across his cavity but after extracting out all the abscess, everything went back to normal. really felt so thankful that nothing happened to him. he's back to his old ways of being grumpy and moving about. oh well as long as he's happy.

second, something wonderful happened. like finally. i've met her. :)

after being single for so long, i almost forgot what it feels like to be in love, to be in a relationship and to be committed. thanks to her, i remembered everything. well, had quite a number of first times with her hahah.. like celebrating my birthday although i don't really celebrate. well, had a simple dinner with xue and mom. *happy* received a very wonderful gift from her, a photo album containing sweet things like lyrics, pictures and most of all, memories which i think is very important. nothing means anything without memories don't you agree?

this is very important. i actually spent my new years eve and valentines day with my beloved! this is.. first time.. so feels very hmmm... don't know the word. all in all, happy. :) really glad.

like all other relationships, there are ups and downs. i've been among other things, insensitive and neglectful. i've made her feel unwelcome, uncomfortable, neglected and alot of stuffs. i am truly sorry. i am still learning on how to be a good boyfriend. be patient with me yeah? :)

i know there are a lot of stuffs in which i do has made you worried and unhappy. trust me when i say, i don't want that. i really don't.

I'm finally recovering from hyperthyroidism. another thing to be happy about and yet, a bit sad. haha, i'm getting fatter. even firman can't believe i've gained 10 kg. well, i can't believe it myself either. but that's a happy problem. heh..

oh by the way, i've also finally gotten iPhone!! nuff' said. :)

hopefully, things will remain as they are now. heh.. huat ah!

2008

First post of the year 2008.

Well, actually i do visit this long forgotten site once in a while, just to check how the other guys are doing. I simply cannot remember all the URLs but anyway, some of them changed their address and blogspot says i'm not authorized to view or whatever. Oh well, glad to know they are all doing well.

Alot of things happened within the first half of the year, sometimes i think i'm just screwing myself up. School was okay, somehow i've managed to adapt to a completely different syllabus and my results were surprisingly fine. Two high distinctions and a credit. All the way i thought i can only pass with dull colours. Now with flying colours. :)

That's the only good thing so far. On the downside, i've attended 3 funerals. One of them is good friend of mine and the other two are dads of my friends. I feel sad for them to lose their parents at such a time. Of course, the pain of losing a friend is terrible. Lost one last year and now, another one.

Now, as i'm writing this down, my gramps is in the ICU. Apparently his condition is very critical. Although i'm relieved to find out that he's not suffering from cancer but his liver has ruptured. Seeing him with so many tubes and needles piercing through his body, my heart hurts so much. 11 years ago, i regretted so much that i didn't care enough for my other grandpa when he went off to a better place. I wasn't even there when he breathe his last. So now, i'm trying all my best to be with the only grandpa i've left. I really wish that i don't have another funeral coming up.

Emotionally, i would say that i'm probably in one of the worst shape i can ever be yet. There's a friend whom i think really went the distance for me. Came all the way and to console me when i needed it the most. She's one in a million. All along i've been trying to be strong for others and i still do. But when i can't be strong, she was there. I wanted to take our friendship to the next level but alas, it was not to be. Someone's bound to get hurt in this, be it me or perhaps her. I think i really fell bad this time. Real bad. I found her but i have to leave, i wish i'd stayed.

This is so contradicting and confusing. Shit happens every single time. I want to let it go but i just can't. Sometimes i hate myself for this. I put in so much effort to succeed only to find myself fail more miserably. That's just me.

Backing from away!

I'm back! Finally my event is finished! The end of Global Entrepolis @ Singapore for the year! Woohoo!

It's been tough though, all the late nights and all the shit. But I would say it's a damn good experience. Well, learnt some good amount of stuffs which I normally wouldn't even bother to find out. Not all good experience too, I don't wanna say it here to disrupt racial harmony. Whoops!

Overall, Suntec people was good, my youth ambassadors AKA RP students were good and most of all, I think the people of ZE did good. With so little manpower we still managed to pull through this period of hell. Although I spent my birthday doing invite cards and counting networking lunch passes, it was all worth it, I guess. Oh wait, we are not good, we are the best. like real.

What shocked me the most wasn't the lousy attitude of certain people nor those super power shocking incidents, whatever it might be. The most shocking thing to me is that a certain manager in Suntec wants to hire me! I don't know if I should be proud or whatever that I am actually desired or wanted, whichever sounds right. But I kept laughing my ass off whenever I think of this. I think I'm damn good in doing all the sai kang, that's why they want me in their team.

Anyway, it's over and I'm glad I came back for the event. Enough about work, another piece of news! I've been accepted into SIM and going for some business degree. I hope I made the right decision for this course. If not, it's going to be one f**king expensive mistake.

Lastly, my colleagues got me this crumpler bag. Jeez, f**king ex ah! But thanks anyway people!

More of it

I'm back again, finally finished my event today. Boy, that was one hell of a show. Pretty tiring, in fact, very tiring and i can't even finish my work. But i'm glad everything somehow went according to plan. First of all, haha, now that i think back, its funny. But of course, it wasn't funny at the time.

Setup day, some goofy people got their coordinates all wrong and ended up doing something which should just not happen. They misread their plan! Just to give you an idea, for example, ┬┬┬,
it says "Back Wall" on the top of the horizontal line. So, which one is the back wall to the plan? Is it the top horizontal line or the middle vertical line? The answer is the middle vertical line! Imagine.

Apart from that, everything went pretty good! Except the fact that i can only go home at 2am and waking up at 5am the following morning.

I tell you, i am so glad i didn't take my mom's word that being a lawyer is good. That kind of conference is a killer man, Patent Information, PUTZ! In that room, every second feels like 1 year and on top of that, i have to make sure this, what's the word, over-enthusiastic, kan-jiong woman does her job to be the time keeper well. I don't mean to be mean but, she's a complete turn off.

Long story short, it's a disaster and phew, its over. Luckily i still have some good people around me guiding and teaching me if not, i'm doomed.

Wonderful life

Haven't blog for quite a while now, life has been "wonderful" for me. What can i say, jeez, dynamic?
In the blink of the eye, it's been 2 months since i ORDed, 3 months since i've blogged, 2 months since i've started working and 2 years of my life wasted just like that.

For those who still don't know, i'm working as an project executive at this company called Zenith Events Management. I don't know whether the job can be considered good, but i like some of their practices though. Work starts at 9 but i can go have my breakfast first and reach at about 10, just need to sign in before 9. I can go smoke as and when i like, go 7-11 as much as i like, etc. But i feel that the pay is a little too much on the downside, or am i just a dick to complain about that?

And the good thing is i have good colleagues who's looking after me, making sure i don't make any major mistakes (in a way they are covering their asses). And i have 2 pretty girls to look at, 1 of them attached, the other married. Putz.

Got my first ever motor bike. I can't believe it myself either, i could never imagine myself riding on the road in the past and yet now, i'm a rider from hell. Nah, lame joke. But seriously, ever since i got that bike, things started to get worst. For starters, my front light and signal light gone. Fuel will leak like mad everytime i start the damn bike. When i say leak, i don't mean drip, i meant gush. Got summoned almost everyday and one of them costs 100 bucks. Because i just started working and haven't got any pay yet, things were really bleak then. Then i just kinda heck care the problems until 2 weeks later, the bike broke down, in the middle of the road. My head was literally spinning on that day, send for tow truck, repairs everything costs 55 bucks. You might say it's actually quite cheap, but not when you only got 70 bucks for the rest of the month it isn't. So just 2 days back, i got my second pay, thank goodness. Appeal on the 100 buck summon succeeded and can you imagine how happy i was?

Just when i thought everything will be fine after the success of the appeal. I mean what else could happen to me right? 2 days before, I was having dinner with a few of my friends from secondary school. I ordered this mee with chicken wings and stuffs, you know, those economical bee hoon. The food tasted good until a live, fully grown, fat cockroach with long feelers crawled out from underneath the mee. *OH MY FUCKING GOD! Apparently, i got really angry and confronted the guy who sold me the noodles. He tried to deny the cockroach's existence by pulling the rest of the noodles over it when i kinda shouted *NABEI CB! So, with no other choice, he took out the roach and said, "How can it be still alive? It can't be from the wok, the heat would have killed the thing." I don't know what he meant by that but i took it as he's saying that it was I who put in the cockroach to get the money back. I can't really remember what i said afterward but everyone around the coffeeshop was looking in our direction. Usually i don't really like this kinda attention but that day it was rather enjoyable.

So, in the end he tried to offer me a new plate of noodles with the same ingredients, by ingredients, i do not know whether he meant the cockroach or what. Honestly, will you still have any appetite after that? Not for me and i got back my money. Still, i'm not happy. I wished i could have stuff the whole tub of noodles into his mouth with cockroaches inside and force him to chew slowly with a happy face. At first wanted to go NEA and complain but after that, i didn't. Should i?

Lastly, something good, finally. Finished Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows, a truly wonderful book. Thumbs up!

So this is the end of my dynamic wonderful life for the past 2 months entry. Bye.

Freedom

Last day of work.

Clear leave day.

The day of freedom

Hoho. I'm back again.

Okay, few things to announce.

First, I've been rejected by NTU. Not that I'm very proud of that, but I've been going around telling people that. LOL. I seriously don't know why I did that. Don't know whether to feel happy or depressed. Feeling happy because I can get a job so that my stomach don't go hungry and all of my stuffs can be paid for. But then again, I really yearn for the next level of education. To be able to wear that coat of clothes and wear that ridiculous looking hat is awesome. Then can throw it around just like during POP. Contradicting man, I am.

Second, for no apparent reason, my leave has been reduced by like 6 days. Well, not that I'm a very 'niao' person. But come on lah, who the hell don't want to leave NS ASAP?! It's like telling you, "eh, your salary this month lesser by 800 bucks. Admin cock up ah. Bo bian." Would you take that lying down?? Then I complained to my boss and bloody hell, he said why am I so niao. Worst still, my boss thinks I'm lying to get more leave. Must go back claim back!!

Third, my TP test is coming. Given both situations above, I can't help but think that this is all part of my luck. BAD luck. Hope I don't do anything wrong that day. Wish me luck people.

Fourth, I'm getting damn skinny. Sigh...

Lastly, I'm very tired now. But I can't get to sleep. Tommorow still have to wake up early. Sigh..

Til next time.

Nothing to do and i decided to just surf the net and came across this 2 clips on youtube. This guy is good at manipulating clips and transforming them into something really different. check this out people.


ORIGINAL SCHOOL OF ROCK TRAILER





REMIXED SCHOOL OF ROCK TRAILER



Good eh?